Deborah R.
Diagnostic
FACE EVERYTHING AND RISE
DISCOVERY MOMENT: WHAT WAS THE TURNING POINT OR "EUREKA MOMENT"
THAT LED YOU TO CHRIST?
My true turning point came after a terrifying demonic encounter. For years, I dealt with an atmosphere of torment: constant fear, a heavy presence at night, and a deep sense that something was stalking me spiritually. But everything changed one day during a livestream when I saw a demon appear on my phone screen. In that moment, everything went black and white, except for that demonic figure. It was as real as anything I’ve ever experienced. I was so desperate and afraid that all I could do was call out the name of Jesus. Instantly, the presence left, and for a moment, I felt peace.
But the battle didn’t end there. After that encounter, the spiritual attacks grew even stronger. My bed would tremble at night, and I couldn’t sleep alone. The torment followed me, making every night a struggle. Still, Jesus kept pursuing me. Even when I felt lost, He continued to reach for me by giving me dreams, conviction, and a sense of His presence that slowly brought me back to Him.
It wasn’t an overnight transformation. It took time for me to realize He was still fighting for me, even when I had doubts and setbacks. Over time, Jesus gave me real victory over that spirit of fear and torment. He showed me that He alone has the authority to deliver and protect me. Looking back, I see how He never stopped pursuing me, never gave up, and always made a way for me to experience true freedom
LAB RESULTS: HOW HAS YOUR LIFE CHANGED SINCE ACCEPTING CHRIST? WHAT "RESULTS" HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED IN YOUR LIFE OR SPIRIT?
Before Christ, my life felt like constant survival. I was battling fear, depression, and confusion daily. Since surrendering to Him, the biggest transformation has been clarity. I can now recognize what’s from God and what’s meant to destroy me. Life hasn’t become easier, but I’ve gained strength, direction, and discernment. I hear His voice. I receive dreams, warnings, and conviction that lead to real change. I’m not claiming perfection, but I’m no longer lost. The most powerful result? He continues to show up, no matter how far I drift.
EXPERIMENTING WITH FAITH: WERE THERE ANY STEPS OR TRIALS YOU TOOK IN YOUR FAITH JOURNEY THAT BROUGHT YOU CLOSER TO CHRIST?
Yes, my journey to Christ was filled with steps and trials that tested me deeply. There were times when I tried to rely on my own strength, even turning to New Age practices and unhealthy coping habits in an attempt to escape fear and pain. But none of those things gave me real peace or answers. The real turning point came when the spiritual attacks became so intense that I had no choice but to seek God for myself.
During my darkest seasons, I started fasting, reading the Bible, and praying—not just out of routine, but because I was desperate for help. Even when I struggled or relapsed, I kept coming back to God. Every act of surrender, every honest prayer, and every step to remove things from my life that didn’t honor Him brought me closer to Christ. The more I depended on Him instead of myself, the more my faith grew, even when things were hard. It was through those trials that I learned how real and present He truly is.
TEST TUBE OF HOPE: IN WHAT WAYS HAS CHRIST PROVIDED YOU WITH HOPE OR PEACE DURING CHALLENGING TIMES?
Christ has provided hope and peace in my hardest moments in deeply personal ways. He brings hope by speaking directly to me through His Word. There have been countless times when I went to God completely discouraged, overwhelmed, and ready to give up. But when I talk to Him honestly, just like I would with a friend, He always responds. Sometimes it’s through Scripture, other times it’s a sense of comfort or a shift in my spirit.
I’ve had many mornings where I woke up feeling hopeless about my future, only to find by the evening that my entire mood and outlook had changed. I know that change isn’t random! It’s God! His presence lifts the heaviness and fills me with hope, even when my circumstances haven’t changed yet. That ability to go to Him honestly and receive real peace, no matter how I’m feeling, has been life-changing for me.
HEALING PROCESS: WHAT SPECIFIC CHALLENGES OR "SYMPTOMS" DID CHRIST HELP CURE OR HEAL IN YOUR LIFE?
Accepting Christ has been foundational in healing deep-rooted challenges that affected my emotional and spiritual well-being. Through His grace, I have experienced deliverance from toxic soul ties that once controlled my relationships and hindered my growth. Bitterness and unresolved trauma, especially stemming from family dynamics and past wounds, have gradually been replaced with forgiveness and peace. Most importantly, Christ has broken the cycle of generational curses that attempted to limit my destiny. This healing journey has allowed me to reclaim my identity and walk in freedom, empowered by His love and restoration.
CATALYST FOR CHANGE: WHO OR WHAT INSPIRED YOU TO DEEPEN YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH CHRIST?
My relationship with Christ has been shaped by several key influences. My mother, my mentor, and my sisters in Christ have all been examples of faith and encouragement. Their support and wisdom have helped me keep moving forward when things were tough. Most importantly, the intense spiritual warfare I experienced inspired me to draw closer to God. Time after time, I witnessed God save me from situations I could not escape on my own. Knowing that He has rescued, protected, and guided me has been my biggest motivation to seek Him more deeply.
ONGOING RESEARCH: HOW ARE YOU CONTINUING TO GROW IN YOUR FAITH AND STRENGTHEN YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH CHRIST?
I continue to grow in my faith by spending time with God every day. I read the Bible, pray, and worship, making it a priority to seek Him first. I am intentional about being honest with God in my conversations, bringing Him my real thoughts and emotions. Fasting and journaling help me stay focused and connected. I also learn from trusted mentors, listen to sermons, and surround myself with people who encourage my walk with Christ. Sharing my story and writing about what God is doing in my life keeps me accountable and strengthens my relationship with Him.
WHAT SCRIPTURE OR MESSAGE HAS BEEN A GUIDING "FORMULA" FOR YOU IN DIFFICULT TIMES?
Two scriptures that have been my guiding formula are Proverbs 3:5-6 and Psalm 27.
Proverbs 3:5-6 reminds me to trust in the Lord with all my heart and not lean on my own understanding, but to acknowledge Him in everything, knowing He will direct my path. That has kept me steady, especially when life feels confusing or out of control.
Psalm 27 has also been powerful for me, particularly as I deal with spiritual warfare and opposition. The words, “The Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall I fear?” have given me boldness when I felt surrounded by fear or enemies. That whole chapter reminds me that even when I am attacked or misunderstood, God is my protector, my confidence, and the One who fights for me. Both of these scriptures have kept me anchored and given me hope, no matter what I am facing.